The Pastor of this church is Herman Harrison, a Navajo man who was once living a life of alcoholism and drugs but was transformed by a miraculous encounter with Christ. About ten years ago Herman planted the Church in Toko’i. He did not plant the church with a wildely impressive list of credenials. He did not have a sending church providing copious amounts of funding. He did not have a large core group of believers from which to launch a thriving ministry. He simply started the church in Toko’i with prayer. For the first time in his life, he began to ask the Lord for a prayer life. He began a ministry of intercession where he would devote a large amount of time to entering into the Lord’s presence and praying for his family, his church, and his community. This is when God told him to plant a church.
To this day, Victory Live Fellowship is a church that emphasizes prayer, and the presence of the Holy Spirit is evident. At Experience Mission, we organize short mission trips to Toko’i each year, so I visit regularly, and each time I am reminded of the need for prayer in my own life. I am reminded of the importance of spending time in the presence of the Lord.
Though we as believers desire God to change and transform us, the truth is that for most of us there are areas deep in the recesses of our hearts that we want to control. It is a scary and terrifying thing to allow God to have complete control in those areas. I know this is the case for me. The fact of the matter is that in the deepest corners of our hearts there are sinful inclinations that are so ingrained that we lack the ability to change. When we seek to transform on our own strength, we will only be confronted with the powerlessness of our own devices. It is only by the liberating yet sometimes agonizing work of the Holy Spirit that we truly surrender to God. We cannot change our own hearts only God can do that.
Herman will attest that when his prayer life began to increase God started dealing with the issues deep in his heart. One of the amazing things about the Christian life is that we receive the indwelling of the Holy Spirit who has the power to change hearts. Our responsibility is to enter into his presence, to call on his name in humility and sincerity. It is then that the Holy Spirit will touch those parts of our hearts that we have previously guarded (whether wittingly or unwittingly), and then he can give us the life of peace, freedom, and joy that only comes through him.
I think this is one of the primary purposes of prayer, our own sanctification. It opens our hearts to the work of the Holy Spirit. My desire is to be more diligent to seek God in prayer so that I may experience the peace and freedom of being fully committed to him.